One point was made very clear to me oflate ..old adage man proposes God disposes was well understood with more sense and imbibed in to the bones . The source of unrest in most of the cases , the disturbence of mind, unsettling nature ,discomfort of the mind comes basically from the ego issues of God and me ..God has definitely ego issues or else why should he dispose once we propose ?? He is rarely unassuming and very judgemental specially in my case ..case in exaple is hitting on my plans for way forward and he is showing a different route ..Obviousely judgemental god and inflated egos ..right ..Granted we humans are fragile ,mortals, innocent ,naive ,cunning , decieteful, rebellious but ideally we should be left alone .. but it is not happening ..There is a cosmic force that is guiding in different ways and means .. Perhapes a level of brimming is predefined for every thing be it emotions, tangible ,name fame or for that matter any thing .. beyong that point of height or low that is alreayd defined or destined , it fades or disappear . Even if we see in case of pain after certain point we lose consciouness and faints .A clear proof of limit of pain .. similary limits for each individuals are defined be it for name or money or comforts or anger or love or jeolosy or self pity ..most of the unsetting happens when we try to redefine that point of brim ..that is wher exactly HE has ego issues with us and instruct nature to work against us . May be one in a crore can redefine with consitant passion and efforts and i am very sure that i am not in 100 too ..
what a revealation
Srinivas Kesiraju
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