All universe for one .. each one have their own universe

 Enigmatic and mystic way is always the way for explaining universe ..one approach is to feel that the entire universe is of the mind game of one self .. in other words  all exit in a non existant way ..me my home my studies my friends my wife my feels my tours my eating all keep going on with out any stops ,.. time keep rolling ..all are feelings only ..even the tangible touches //seeings//hearings are all in the continueous flow of things ..they are all in fact the feels and protrusion of the mind ..so every mind has its own universe and feels and displays ..i canot bring back the back ..stop the time or simply put entire universe i am in to is the illusion created by me only or by pre designed happening but for sure an illusion .. my reactions and responses are the feels i am having which is again predestined ..what happens if i stop reacting to the flow of things ???

Srinivas kesiraju

Natural selection ..OH MY GOD ..There is no God ???

 Charles darwin , newton , Sarthre, Budha are all alike in certain ways and the common thread is exploring the existance . .. Avians like peacock contemplation for next gen is astounding . Peahen inspects and select the most viral and attractive peacock to be its husband for a short stint though passing on the strong gene to next gen thus respecting Darwin observation of natural selection .. This process is in all animals but for humans ..institutionalization of marriage made the natural selection quite difficult leaving behind weaklings who are all prone to all types of natural calamities be it viral attacks or climate changes leading our own way for extinction . It does not matter much if humans extint on earth and in fact the better .When the nature is clear in its teaching for those who learns , philosophies are giving a anti nature way . Thus leaves a profound doubt that oh my god ..three is no god .. nature has its own way of culling by selecting stronger genes . This is a process and most of the world philosophies try to make one weak thus going against nature ...where does it leads ?

Srinivas kesiraju

senzen services - post cathersis a new begining to day

 Actually it happened yesterday ..SENZEN services was born . After a thourough thought made the first step of domain booking on that name ..senzenservices.com..Now is it going to be my swan song ? Hope so ..Some purpose in giving back .Actually giving back is a kind of no holdings with you . Back or front giving is more important .if we consider one as a medium for things to happens why only Krishna we too can have Leela ..an act where just doing the things is more important and results is just ignored . What other philosophers says Living in present is being understood after a long time ..Good luck senzen.

I want wheat ..i want power ...i also want old age

 Part of leading a great life is to have a taste of earthly and also slightly skyly pleasures ..Earthly pleasures being that can be done physically like eat a good food ..drink a good wine etc  ..skyly pleasures are a tad higher in taste post the physical physics like ego drive ..have a great name and fame ..power over others etc ..That is also needed to have a full satfisfaction of life .However need not stay there ..come beyond ..that can happen only if travel through this ..This is not my doctrin but in Upanishads that depicts Namakam and chamakam about lord Siva ..who is the only lord called as Lord of lords Mahadev ..In fact he is beyond all skyly pleasures and had a frugal like not by compulsions but by choice ..Saivam is a way of life ..Going through the most popular namakam and chamakam chants one can infer this very clearly ..one of the bucket list of common worshiper of god shiva is to have , surprisingly , old age ..why one seeks old age as a blessing ..very clear it is a natural way of shedding down all physical desires and skyly desires for reaching probably cosmotic needs . Urvaruka miva bandhanath is also a popular chant of Shiva which means the desires be delinked like the stem of melon fruit when it is ripe ..so natural .

Perhapes Dharma raju says about better way of living in this context ..he says to work towards better tomorrow and ignore the results ..imbibed the words of lord sri krishna one and only Jagadguru about work and results .. Ponder over ..may be wander and meander in this though processes ..

Srinivas kesiraju

We are growing plants for our living ...ohh oh stop..it is other way round ..

 It is a funny thought but as the more thought process went in to that become a tad enigmatic .. Imagine the plants have more intellegence than us ..Their senses are fully controlled specially pain and emotions . They are literally rooted .. work out their own food .. yes by growing human race and also other organic based animal race . Once the organic race breaths their last what will happen ?? eventually we all become food to plant kingdom only no ? My small IQ is unable to comprehend who is growing whom >?? Interesting read is in Mantrapushpa in upanishats which says fire comes from water and vice versa .. all are interrelaed in the universe .. some times difficult to differentiate weather we are living or non living .. or machines . what is technically controlled by us >> Neither body functions nor mind plays .. Too much of a tought to day .. 

Ego issues between myself and HE

 One point was made very clear to me oflate ..old adage man proposes God disposes was well understood with more sense and imbibed in to the bones . The source of unrest in most of the cases , the disturbence of mind, unsettling nature ,discomfort of the mind comes basically from the ego issues of God and me ..God has definitely ego issues or else why should he dispose once we propose ?? He is rarely unassuming and very judgemental specially in my case ..case in exaple is hitting on my plans for way forward and he is showing a different route ..Obviousely judgemental god and inflated egos ..right ..Granted we humans are fragile ,mortals, innocent ,naive ,cunning , decieteful, rebellious but ideally we should be left alone .. but it is not happening ..There is a cosmic force that is guiding in different ways and means .. Perhapes a level of brimming is predefined for every thing be it emotions, tangible ,name fame or for that matter any thing .. beyong that point of height or low that is alreayd defined or destined , it fades or disappear . Even if we see in case of pain after certain point we lose consciouness and faints .A clear proof of limit of pain .. similary limits for each individuals are defined be it for name or money or comforts or anger or love or jeolosy or self pity ..most of the unsetting happens when we try to redefine that point of brim ..that is wher exactly HE has ego issues with us and instruct nature to work against us . May be one in a crore can redefine with consitant passion and efforts  and i am very sure that i am not in 100 too .. 

what a revealation

Srinivas Kesiraju

what was my priority ten years back ?? or five ?? if fixations keep changing what to focus

 I understand that most of them times this fixation is highly movable and keeps changing with age ,time , achievements, so on . I am having high fixation on the one which is not at all fixable and keep moving with time and age. But the fun of life is to have some fixation and efforts in achieving the same which ploughs in some direction for life and perhapes even a small purpose . Mostly pshychological influenced by the surroundings and the seeds sown in the brain during its early phase of development.

One episode of Mahabharat depicts the question on the purpose of life being posed by Yaskha to Dharmaraj . Dharmaraj says that to aim for a better tomorrow and keep efforts in achieving the same parelelly enjoying today is the essense n purpose of life . A weak flicker of life ambition cannot be a purpose per se but a drive to make small life more joyful . Some times it looks all philosophical thoughts are rubbish but once a contemplation on the cosmic grandeose and life designs happens the same gets a profound place of importance in life . The flow of life energy kundalini with different people is a manifestation of predesigned and pre destined life and on the other hand advancement of research is driving us to charvaka relegion and i am always being awed by both of this streams exactly standing at the mid point and trying to be a hassidic in approach . 

Some more on this next time

kesiraju srinivas

Metaphysical solipsism is knocking the door ..opening the door for Hindu view point

 The recent buzz word is Meta verse ..which is essentially a mix and match of block chain / MR ..All realities rolled in one adding to this the spice of gaming . Since we all humans are born free and love to gaming and reproduction than any thing else ..per se at least . The concern right now is once we are in meta verse will it be a comeback at least voluntarily ?? This is where the surrealistic solipsism engulfed and reminds the Hindu view point of life that entire thing is Maaya .. an illusion .. neither we can hold past or present or future ..all slips away remind a tad as memoirs in ones brain ..One day these memoirs can be transferred or even induced or even erased .. Again giving birth to solipsism leading to illusions and fading of past present futures .

Some time back i was thinking on the simulation of life and presuming the world is a simulator ..All are destined but for our reactions . Much discussed topic in the PD areas and much told about the same in all religious scripts in one way or other .

The more the thinking the more the confusion and more the clarity on confusion ..more clarity on confusion gives more relaxation ..Perhaps that is the reason really mad people are happy people as i am yet to see an unhappy mad guy ...Ponder on ..Did you see a weeping mad guy ??

The very purpose is no purpose ..disappointing designs

 while doing a morning walk I just asked a rose hanging in full bloom form the plant what its purpose in life .. this i am asking to all animate and in animate things presuming may be in a different dimensions they all will response but i may catch up with their syntax some time . This time i felt that the rose spoke to me in its own language and whispered me that the plant is programmed with no purpose but to recreate and disseminate its seeds / saplings and in the interim keep pollinating where in its own dopamine is created when it sees persons like me who are communicating most of the times one way with plants .

Reproduce and die ...thats all ?? i asked again the poor gullible short lived inanimate creature ...yeah it reverted saying that from the day one of its birth the journey is fixed and program is already written taken in to considerations of all perils and other uncomfortable that may happen ..In worst case scenario exit will be taken up so that a fresh start can start again ..in which case i immensely enjoy my journey towards very purpose of no purpose says the beautiful flower. I reiterated its improvement in psychic profile and what efforts it is doing to reach next level or say higher plane .. I am laughed at and it made me its point clear ..all planes are higher in one way ..it is all part of universe we are all co living .In this great simulation of life the present is never know when it is becoming past and past is in one day our future .. Oh God ..what a confusing character you are ..still who owes you ??? If i follow 7 successful habbits guy Stephan koovey or who ever claims to start with end in the mind .. expand it a bit for life ..how can i start at all when i see THE END.