Thats it ..back to beginning

Some time back i had a profound talk with the chief of jalim lotion or so ..vaguely remember..but he is a jaina and eighty years plus ..it was dasara time and the city is vibrant with festive mood .. he says that he is on fasting for last 8 days ..i was surprised to hear the same that he is on coconut water diet and doing extremely good ...seeing my surprise he introduced his son who is 60 plus and is on fasting for more than a month ..same diet rules ..even more surprised ..then his grand son who is 40 pls was introduced who says that he too on fast for 45 days ..this time i am zapped ...said not to bother to introduce his great grand son who might aswell feeding on coconut water for more than two months .. the point we discussed on the masochism is opt for reaching spiritual heights or not ..He did not argue but says Yadha dristi thathaa sristi ... well the point now i am making is on the metaphysical solipsism which is the point ... post two decades when i am trying to comprehend the metaphysical solipsism i am getting a glimpse of the same and more or less agreeing the point . The concourses of time gives all types of feels and emotions the surrealistic as there is no past or future or even present .. it is flowing and we are trying to afloat trying to waddle in the direction of our choice of selection where the destination and direction are already programmed .

All types of experiences are being generated from mind and well within ..on the screen of mind the various connects gets projected and we call experiences . we are in predefined journey and unable to connect with the time and being floated away trying to be either in past or future missing out the split of present ..Human brain cannot comprehend the super game flow and that is the reason of all misery or joy or what ever in the journey of birth to death .Now has a feel that the metaphysical solipsism is all in reality ..so back to square one and running in circles on a hedonistic treadmill..Hope the life quality improves after all ..

Gr8..it is the pedulam theory that sets ...

Either cricks or yogavasista would have not imagined when they have proposed the helhical structure of dna or poornamadam sloka respectively .. it attributes to the big bang theory very closely .. but the polarities which are opposite only have a paradoxical fun of existance where newton joins with third law .
it is a magical clock with two big second hands that swings in either direction with a graceful movements .. tick tick tick ..but just like a running hedonic thread mill ...we are all still ..literally still where we are .. when time and distance have no meaning cannot fathom the kind of play...one is true those who are very ignorant keeps telling others ..how can one explain the taste of some thing to others . .. end of the day not having a belief system is too a belief system and this paradox is leading to more bliss to the upstairs .. It is a remixed world time and again .. and no feel should be not more than a fleet .. donot need heaven or hell ..actually need both for more fun.. Good to have both right and left brains working .. even better if only hypothalamus works where in such a situation all gluteus maxima looks same and infact only appears is the function ...9393942564