what was my priority ten years back ?? or five ?? if fixations keep changing what to focus

 I understand that most of them times this fixation is highly movable and keeps changing with age ,time , achievements, so on . I am having high fixation on the one which is not at all fixable and keep moving with time and age. But the fun of life is to have some fixation and efforts in achieving the same which ploughs in some direction for life and perhapes even a small purpose . Mostly pshychological influenced by the surroundings and the seeds sown in the brain during its early phase of development.

One episode of Mahabharat depicts the question on the purpose of life being posed by Yaskha to Dharmaraj . Dharmaraj says that to aim for a better tomorrow and keep efforts in achieving the same parelelly enjoying today is the essense n purpose of life . A weak flicker of life ambition cannot be a purpose per se but a drive to make small life more joyful . Some times it looks all philosophical thoughts are rubbish but once a contemplation on the cosmic grandeose and life designs happens the same gets a profound place of importance in life . The flow of life energy kundalini with different people is a manifestation of predesigned and pre destined life and on the other hand advancement of research is driving us to charvaka relegion and i am always being awed by both of this streams exactly standing at the mid point and trying to be a hassidic in approach . 

Some more on this next time

kesiraju srinivas

Metaphysical solipsism is knocking the door ..opening the door for Hindu view point

 The recent buzz word is Meta verse ..which is essentially a mix and match of block chain / MR ..All realities rolled in one adding to this the spice of gaming . Since we all humans are born free and love to gaming and reproduction than any thing else ..per se at least . The concern right now is once we are in meta verse will it be a comeback at least voluntarily ?? This is where the surrealistic solipsism engulfed and reminds the Hindu view point of life that entire thing is Maaya .. an illusion .. neither we can hold past or present or future ..all slips away remind a tad as memoirs in ones brain ..One day these memoirs can be transferred or even induced or even erased .. Again giving birth to solipsism leading to illusions and fading of past present futures .

Some time back i was thinking on the simulation of life and presuming the world is a simulator ..All are destined but for our reactions . Much discussed topic in the PD areas and much told about the same in all religious scripts in one way or other .

The more the thinking the more the confusion and more the clarity on confusion ..more clarity on confusion gives more relaxation ..Perhaps that is the reason really mad people are happy people as i am yet to see an unhappy mad guy ...Ponder on ..Did you see a weeping mad guy ??

The very purpose is no purpose ..disappointing designs

 while doing a morning walk I just asked a rose hanging in full bloom form the plant what its purpose in life .. this i am asking to all animate and in animate things presuming may be in a different dimensions they all will response but i may catch up with their syntax some time . This time i felt that the rose spoke to me in its own language and whispered me that the plant is programmed with no purpose but to recreate and disseminate its seeds / saplings and in the interim keep pollinating where in its own dopamine is created when it sees persons like me who are communicating most of the times one way with plants .

Reproduce and die ...thats all ?? i asked again the poor gullible short lived inanimate creature ...yeah it reverted saying that from the day one of its birth the journey is fixed and program is already written taken in to considerations of all perils and other uncomfortable that may happen ..In worst case scenario exit will be taken up so that a fresh start can start again ..in which case i immensely enjoy my journey towards very purpose of no purpose says the beautiful flower. I reiterated its improvement in psychic profile and what efforts it is doing to reach next level or say higher plane .. I am laughed at and it made me its point clear ..all planes are higher in one way ..it is all part of universe we are all co living .In this great simulation of life the present is never know when it is becoming past and past is in one day our future .. Oh God ..what a confusing character you are ..still who owes you ??? If i follow 7 successful habbits guy Stephan koovey or who ever claims to start with end in the mind .. expand it a bit for life ..how can i start at all when i see THE END.

Blessed are the meek for they inherit the earth .. i am blessed ..counting

more the weaker more the survivor

Unlived life ..how long to continue ..

All roads leading to Solipsism..

 I think there fore I am was a famous wordings of unknown ( or i could not remember ) philosopher and on a deeper thinking looks find and real for me . All the senses and the experiences there by are converted to neuro bits in brains and stored ..right ?? Say you visit another place .. post that the memory only is left out in brain .. once the hyper working corpus colossum or thalamic bridges acts the realities gets mixed up with perceptions and as i mentioned some time back the predetermined journey to death becomes a realistic perception ..naturally my perception is my reality right ? All the sensory related world is nothing but a fabric of neuro binaries and we exists in ourself and we exit in to ourself . There by solipsism is one realistic myth and the may be a goal or a step in evolution or self revealation or spiritual path call what ever it is .. 

Nothing negative or positive in metaphysical solipsism .Those who understand quantum dynamics should endorse this . some times i wonder that charvakas are the real spiritual leaders who are the first tribe to give importance to senses over others for uninhibited flow of mind for metaphysical endeavors .. perhapes in the cosmic designs human comprehension is limited .. i am seeing the building but cannot see the base or foundation ..i can see a plan but not roots .. OMG where r you ..make life simple please .