Blessed are the meek for they inherit the earth .. i am blessed ..counting

more the weaker more the survivor

Unlived life ..how long to continue ..

All roads leading to Solipsism..

 I think there fore I am was a famous wordings of unknown ( or i could not remember ) philosopher and on a deeper thinking looks find and real for me . All the senses and the experiences there by are converted to neuro bits in brains and stored ..right ?? Say you visit another place .. post that the memory only is left out in brain .. once the hyper working corpus colossum or thalamic bridges acts the realities gets mixed up with perceptions and as i mentioned some time back the predetermined journey to death becomes a realistic perception ..naturally my perception is my reality right ? All the sensory related world is nothing but a fabric of neuro binaries and we exists in ourself and we exit in to ourself . There by solipsism is one realistic myth and the may be a goal or a step in evolution or self revealation or spiritual path call what ever it is .. 

Nothing negative or positive in metaphysical solipsism .Those who understand quantum dynamics should endorse this . some times i wonder that charvakas are the real spiritual leaders who are the first tribe to give importance to senses over others for uninhibited flow of mind for metaphysical endeavors .. perhapes in the cosmic designs human comprehension is limited .. i am seeing the building but cannot see the base or foundation ..i can see a plan but not roots .. OMG where r you ..make life simple please .

Giveth and taketh ... Is that the purpose or programming

 I was plucking a groundnut plant and along with it came a thousand of ants which are all died in hot sun when drying of ground nuts happened .. could not comprehend as per which law of nature that happens ? Is the collective death of all innocent ants is predestined ? Illogical ..Then what was governing their departure in the nature .. enigmatic .. The collateral damage is every where . it was spread in entire universe . Life needs ingestion of other lives to sustain, be it vegetable life or non veg life what ever . i take some thing from universe means i have to return the same if not today perhaps in next birth. Plants take co2 and gives oxygen at the end of the day ..but we humans are acting as scavengers of oxygen as more free radicalizes in the system of earth leads to many complications . Telling that to planktins to stop over time working .Living animals are technically a media for taking o2 and giving co2 there by balancing the levels..question to be pondered is that animals are taking others lives to sustain and using mother earth resources to survive but giving back what ? 

where we stand in collateral damage issues . Most of the times it is non noticed . Part of wastage theory ? In which case good bad ugly can never be defined . An asteroid hitting earth taking off  all dinosaurs comes under what category of natural law ? All the trials leads to the understanding of time and its flow which cannot be understood .. Perhapes that is why the essence of all upanishats gita says to keep working and ignore results as nothing is confined to any laws and there is no method and only madness .

Waste is law of universe

 Just contemplating on the resources loss .. e is equal to mc square said big Einstein.  It is not only mass but also total life quantity stands same across the universe. Though life is a bye product the sum total equates to particular constant . To maintain that constant supporting law of universal waste arises . If we see out of millions of chances of life only one or two actually triggers to life .. Rest is waste . Give an example for lucidity ,, a tree has thousand of fruits in its life time ..how many becomes next gen trees ??Each ejaculation in males is millions of lifeless .. Almost all are wasted . So is the case with animals . So the point of pd is that only after a great lot of wasted efforts there comes the fruit of success. we see success but what is not seen is the many a failed efforts. Ask edison he will explain even better with profound experience .

yes if the life is a by product triggers another questions that does that happens by chance or design .I some how feels that there is a design that is difficult to understand as it is complex and  governs universe. The great cosmic design. The more we know the less we understand the same ..end of the day all that is known is the there is huge unknown. The more knowing leading to mountains of unknowing . What is feel .It is neither timorous and  definitely disquiet and unsettling ..on and off a moment of epiphany intersperse that .

Srinivas kesiraju

I am unique like others ..

 What is more profoundly astonishing is the fact that the finger prints or arrangement of taste buds or iris arrangement or for that matter in hundred and one ways every one is different from others ..I too am unique like others . And more interesting fact is that once a design is   completed there will not be match again for that in this entire universe . That means you or me will be here and now only once .Never before never after .

So billions of  such designs keep coming and fading out .. but every thing works towards end ..Considering all variables of uniqueness there will be limit of permutations and combinations for the models which for sure ends after some billions ..May once that figure reached God will have a restart button which in our ancestors parlance the dooms day or Pralayam will prevail .

Give a thought ..

Srinivas kesiraju