Did i get the meaning correctly ?? Esavyasopanishat is not agreeing with me on this..how

 A well known poem to hindus i e practicing hindus who some times reads their relegious scriptures ..One of the  upanishat esavasopanishat says that Poornamidam..poornamadam..poornatpurna mudachati ..etc   meant that Aum is total abosolute disregarding einstein completely .. in other words god is absolute in all ways .. attribute another meaning of poornam which comes as a circle .. i have seen that all physical beings are meant to be in circles or circling or in cycles .. say our solar family is revolving in cycle ..moon phases in cycles ..seasons in cycles.. food cycle..water cycle ..eco cycle.. hope got the drift ..infact we are all products of menstrual cycle of females .. Meaning this corroborates that all physical or metaphysical are running in cycles ..even death and birth are cycles .. now wear this lense and read the said upanishat again ..cause restlessness is not only a part of universe but it univese and that is why it is called Nityanartana...always dancing ..

Sampoornam

Srinivas kesiraju

Hyderabad

09 Mar 2002

All universe for one .. each one have their own universe

 Enigmatic and mystic way is always the way for explaining universe ..one approach is to feel that the entire universe is of the mind game of one self .. in other words  all exit in a non existant way ..me my home my studies my friends my wife my feels my tours my eating all keep going on with out any stops ,.. time keep rolling ..all are feelings only ..even the tangible touches //seeings//hearings are all in the continueous flow of things ..they are all in fact the feels and protrusion of the mind ..so every mind has its own universe and feels and displays ..i canot bring back the back ..stop the time or simply put entire universe i am in to is the illusion created by me only or by pre designed happening but for sure an illusion .. my reactions and responses are the feels i am having which is again predestined ..what happens if i stop reacting to the flow of things ???

Srinivas kesiraju

Natural selection ..OH MY GOD ..There is no God ???

 Charles darwin , newton , Sarthre, Budha are all alike in certain ways and the common thread is exploring the existance . .. Avians like peacock contemplation for next gen is astounding . Peahen inspects and select the most viral and attractive peacock to be its husband for a short stint though passing on the strong gene to next gen thus respecting Darwin observation of natural selection .. This process is in all animals but for humans ..institutionalization of marriage made the natural selection quite difficult leaving behind weaklings who are all prone to all types of natural calamities be it viral attacks or climate changes leading our own way for extinction . It does not matter much if humans extint on earth and in fact the better .When the nature is clear in its teaching for those who learns , philosophies are giving a anti nature way . Thus leaves a profound doubt that oh my god ..three is no god .. nature has its own way of culling by selecting stronger genes . This is a process and most of the world philosophies try to make one weak thus going against nature ...where does it leads ?

Srinivas kesiraju

senzen services - post cathersis a new begining to day

 Actually it happened yesterday ..SENZEN services was born . After a thourough thought made the first step of domain booking on that name ..senzenservices.com..Now is it going to be my swan song ? Hope so ..Some purpose in giving back .Actually giving back is a kind of no holdings with you . Back or front giving is more important .if we consider one as a medium for things to happens why only Krishna we too can have Leela ..an act where just doing the things is more important and results is just ignored . What other philosophers says Living in present is being understood after a long time ..Good luck senzen.

I want wheat ..i want power ...i also want old age

 Part of leading a great life is to have a taste of earthly and also slightly skyly pleasures ..Earthly pleasures being that can be done physically like eat a good food ..drink a good wine etc  ..skyly pleasures are a tad higher in taste post the physical physics like ego drive ..have a great name and fame ..power over others etc ..That is also needed to have a full satfisfaction of life .However need not stay there ..come beyond ..that can happen only if travel through this ..This is not my doctrin but in Upanishads that depicts Namakam and chamakam about lord Siva ..who is the only lord called as Lord of lords Mahadev ..In fact he is beyond all skyly pleasures and had a frugal like not by compulsions but by choice ..Saivam is a way of life ..Going through the most popular namakam and chamakam chants one can infer this very clearly ..one of the bucket list of common worshiper of god shiva is to have , surprisingly , old age ..why one seeks old age as a blessing ..very clear it is a natural way of shedding down all physical desires and skyly desires for reaching probably cosmotic needs . Urvaruka miva bandhanath is also a popular chant of Shiva which means the desires be delinked like the stem of melon fruit when it is ripe ..so natural .

Perhapes Dharma raju says about better way of living in this context ..he says to work towards better tomorrow and ignore the results ..imbibed the words of lord sri krishna one and only Jagadguru about work and results .. Ponder over ..may be wander and meander in this though processes ..

Srinivas kesiraju

We are growing plants for our living ...ohh oh stop..it is other way round ..

 It is a funny thought but as the more thought process went in to that become a tad enigmatic .. Imagine the plants have more intellegence than us ..Their senses are fully controlled specially pain and emotions . They are literally rooted .. work out their own food .. yes by growing human race and also other organic based animal race . Once the organic race breaths their last what will happen ?? eventually we all become food to plant kingdom only no ? My small IQ is unable to comprehend who is growing whom >?? Interesting read is in Mantrapushpa in upanishats which says fire comes from water and vice versa .. all are interrelaed in the universe .. some times difficult to differentiate weather we are living or non living .. or machines . what is technically controlled by us >> Neither body functions nor mind plays .. Too much of a tought to day .. 

Ego issues between myself and HE

 One point was made very clear to me oflate ..old adage man proposes God disposes was well understood with more sense and imbibed in to the bones . The source of unrest in most of the cases , the disturbence of mind, unsettling nature ,discomfort of the mind comes basically from the ego issues of God and me ..God has definitely ego issues or else why should he dispose once we propose ?? He is rarely unassuming and very judgemental specially in my case ..case in exaple is hitting on my plans for way forward and he is showing a different route ..Obviousely judgemental god and inflated egos ..right ..Granted we humans are fragile ,mortals, innocent ,naive ,cunning , decieteful, rebellious but ideally we should be left alone .. but it is not happening ..There is a cosmic force that is guiding in different ways and means .. Perhapes a level of brimming is predefined for every thing be it emotions, tangible ,name fame or for that matter any thing .. beyong that point of height or low that is alreayd defined or destined , it fades or disappear . Even if we see in case of pain after certain point we lose consciouness and faints .A clear proof of limit of pain .. similary limits for each individuals are defined be it for name or money or comforts or anger or love or jeolosy or self pity ..most of the unsetting happens when we try to redefine that point of brim ..that is wher exactly HE has ego issues with us and instruct nature to work against us . May be one in a crore can redefine with consitant passion and efforts  and i am very sure that i am not in 100 too .. 

what a revealation

Srinivas Kesiraju